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**** All I do All I try to Becoming me Try to know me Try to learn to know not what but who is me trying falling crawling standing falling again harder faster it's hurting but I'm learning Mirror shows only reflection People speak from their perspection God sees me through Jesus' perfection He knows me and gave the right emotion to search myself still I know not who I am I wish I were me I wish I once was me I wish I knew me I wish I once will become me Forming lasts forever Forever changing Forever's changing Yesterday's changing Today is what I make of it -But I cannot do it alone- Yet unsatisfied with my own decisions Blame is for me to take Must learn when to stop to stop taking the blame how to stop things that always have been not to jump in the sewer if the whole world does Once my strength, now a wound of flesh scars not given time to form bleeding again My soul is bleeding empty I am bleeding empty the scars of not knowing how to be me. I am free to be who I want to be but who do I want to be? Only God knows © Warrior of the Light |